Woke up at 6.13 a.m. Was suppose to be in school at 6.15!!! Grab my phone to text Ai Wen,then I replied Grace in the bathroom. Lol... After I showered,Wen still haven't replied so I texted her again. I grab a piece of cake and ran out!!!!

It was still so dark I could hardly see the road. I met up with Shin Yee,Esther,Pei Ying,Yuha,Nihvya and Grace. We grabbed our shirts and got on the bus. I sat with Shin Yee... Wow...haih... Anyway,after a while we reach the destination. Wow...other ppl's shirt seemed nicer than ours. I didn't even touch the shirt. Lol...uglinesssss...

We did some warm up at the field. I didn't really do though. Shin Yee was like so serious,I just stood there and stared. Lol... Then we started...at first I was walking with Shin Yee...had no idea how I ended up with Grace and Esther. Lol...weird huh? Met Shobaa halfway. She was late...as usual le. Lol!

SO!!!! We started the hike...WOW... Dang it was steep. Nearly died. grace was slow at first so we waited then she just shot up without waiting for us! Evil. Lol... Esther was singing Sorry sorry and it's you non stop...I just kept quiet and listened. Then we rested. Shobaa was like loud...LOL. But the way Shobaa talk when she's tired is hilarious. Love ehr so much. Well to cut the long story short,we were all dead tired and our bodies are aching. LOl...Well I gtg for tuition d. Bye...

Ps: It's time to move on and let go...

Words cannot describe how I'm feeling right this very moment. It's just so hard...why does life have to be so unfair? The guilt is killing me. They ask me to ignore but how can I with all these going on? I want to understand but I can't. I'll always say I understand when I really don't. I'M CONFUSED!!! What should I do??? Oh gosh...

People say "Don't think too much, Ignore le, Aiyo...it'll be fine one la, Don't think too much etc..." IT'S HARD! Try putting yourself in my shoes...then you'll understand. To stand there and watch your friend going through this knowing there's ntg you can do....the feeling sucks! Makes me feel so useless. It's hard enough to have to hide what I really wanna say and just put a smile on my face. Gosh!!! Somebody pls understand! I aint no robot. I've got feelings.

So what do I do now??? I shall figure it out. In the mean time,I'll just try to be there for her.

Btw,this post is not dedicated to anyone. Pls do not misunderstand again... Thanks.

This post is dedicated to you... Wow...you have been such a great friend. No words can describe. Thanks for standing next to me,for pulling me up,for being the shoulder I lean on,for being my pillar. I love you both so much.

Firat of all... Swee Yinn...so much has happened. I'm so sorry. Guess I did do all those but it wasn't on purpose. I promise... I love you for who you are and I'll never ditch you again. IM REALLY SORRY!!! I know you've sacrificed a lot for me. Thank you! *hugs*

Grace,lol...fishy!! We've been through a lot these past few months huh? Well I'm glad we did learn from our mistakes. Thanks for waking me up and for pulling me on when I've already given up. You made me realise a lot of things. Thanks... Sometimes I wish we could turn back time...back to all those times. Lol...

I'm dedicating this to you both for being the greatest best friends to me.... And Muha,Wen and Chan...I didn't forget bout you guys ler. Thanks too!!! Lol...


Spot Shobaa... Hello? Anybody seen her? Lol...Shobaa..sorry le. Joking...


AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! I miss this time!!! See me? I'm surrounded by the ppl I love! Chan,Muha,Grace,Shobaa,Jesslyn,Pn. Shamala,Wardah,Yinn and Amber!


After our performence! Again with the ppl I love! *HUGS*


I do not know why I love this pic. It's just so random le. Look at Grace and Yinn....blur as ever. That's why I love them!


Outing!!!


Ah....good time huh Grace? Lol...

I LOVE YOU GUYS TO DEATH!!! We shouldn't let what others say influence us... We'll always be the best of friends alright? Forgive and forget and oh goddd...you ppl have got to get rid of your ego's. Lol... *hugs*