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YES YES YES!!!!!!!!
Saturday, May 23, 2009

As you all know exams are ending and we are gonna go back to crazy practices for the sketch. National levels man!!!!!!!! Fuiyoh...lol. Now i just have 1 prob to settle. It's Chan. As much as I love her,I've gotta say she scares the living daylight outta me. And I'm gonna be spending 4 whole days with her. Oh my gosh. How am I gonna sleep?! I bet Muha will just sleep like a pig. Lol... So I shall plan how to get Chan away from me at night. Lol...


I'm sorry...

I know 3 years is a long time,with great memories that will last for a lifetime. I know you were always there for me to pick me up when I fall,to be the shoulder I lean on when I'm sad,for being my punching bag when I wanna let my frustration go and all. I appreciate every single thing you did for me. For the songs you'll sing for me,for holding me tight when I feel like letting go,for telling me everything's gonna be fine when the whole world is at war for loving me. It's not easy for you I know but do you think it's easy for me? I think it's best we give each other some time apart. It'll do us good. You concentrate on your studies and I will too. Thank you for 3 great years...

Whatever happens in the future,I wish you all the best. But hey,we're still friends right? You can still be my punching bag and my chef. Lol... You take care kay.

Grace and Chan,you guys need to be my pillar now. PPPPPPPPPPLLLLLLLLLSSSSSSSSSSS


Family
Friday, May 22, 2009

Well,I'm bored and I was looking through all the pictures in the comp and I realized I have never posted anything bout my family before. Hmmm...well to be truthful, I do not like my family at all. That was last time le. I always think I'm the black sheep in the family cos of the way I am. I could never gain their attention that's why I turn to stupid things like.................. Anyways,I realised it's wrong and I decided to stop doing it and to start focusing on things that were important.

I still feel left out now. It's not easy but with God's help, I'm learning to accept them and to appreciate them. I'm glad I have friends who really care. Thank you friends.. Below are some of our family members pic.


This is my family. We were at KLCC. This pic was taken last year. Took a break from the musical training. Phew...


Abigail's birthday party. Abigail is the little girl staring at the cake. The rest are my family and I love them.


This is Abigail!!! Isn't she adorable? Love her!


This is my other cousin,Bryan. He succesfully influenced Abigail to be as violent as he is. Watch out...toddlers on the loose.

Well now I'm gonna talk bout Carin Ooi. I've known her since she was a little baby. Guess that's how we got that close. People think we're sisters but no okay. Lol... Anyway if ppl can't find me,they'll look for Carin cos wherever Carin is there I'll be. I tell her everything from a to z. She can be a pain in the neck at times but I guess that's something I'll have to accept huh. We do argue but it takes us 5 minutes to get back together. Lol... It's been 6 months since she left Penang for Australia. I miss her so much. It's like I've got no one else to tell my problems and feelings to. But I'm glad I found Grace. She's like Carin...just taller and more whiny. LOL!!! Okay she's gonna kill me when she reads this. Lol...(sorry) But yeah...COME BACK CARIN!!!


From left: Rachel, Mookie, Carin, Ying Shu, me, Tim, Kah Heng and Reuben.This pic was taken a few days before she left to Aussie. I guess we all left with tears in our eyes.

Believe or not,me and Reuben could not sit at the same table together for supper the day she left. It was really weird and I couldn't stop crying. Haiz....still miss her...wish december will come sooner...


NO WAY!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Ok this is all my fault. Seriously... Ok, this is how this problem started. The 4 of s which was me, Grace, Muha and Chantri were in the hall talking and discussing bout ghost and all those kinda stuff. Then Chan started with her stupid 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 count. (Exorcist) It scared the life outta me okay! Dear god... so yeah me and Muha got freaked out to the max. All Grace did was laugh. I felt like smacking her! Lol...

So after we were okay I suggested that we watch 1 missed call at Grace's place after exam. Everyone agreed. Uh oh...bad idea. Now that silly Grace agreed that Chan bring her exorcist disc along. So we'll be watching 1 missed call and the Exorcist. OH MY GOSH!!! I can't escape now! Everytime I say I dowan to go, Muha will whine and Grace will bug me non stop.

To be truthful, I'm afraid to watch this 2 movies with Chan. Lol...I'm really really scared. Maybe it's cos of wat she did to me. Phobia d. And today Muuha told me that a group of friends actually died watching the exorcist! *faints* How do I escape. Lol...Save me le!!!! Sob sob...



I thought....
Monday, May 18, 2009

I thought I had everything in life. A family,eventhough it's not the kinda of family I want,they are still my family and I love them,friends that are there to support,studies? Well,my studies aint that good but it's okay. Now.... 1 month? 2 months? 3 months? What infection? Somebody tell me... Why now? Why me? I'm lost... Who do I turn to now?

And national levels are coming up. Don't think I can go cos of my condition. What do I do now? Find a replacement? I can't just abandon my team and leave them. WHAT DO I DO?! Each time I look at my team members,I feel so bad. It's like I'm betraying them cos I promised to be committed but now.....aih.... I'm sorry Muha, Grace, Chantri, Ai Wen, Shobaa, Swee Yinn, Maithilli, Sophia, Audrey and Amber. Make me proud alright...

p/s : Don't worry bout me, I'll text you once in the morning and once at night. Thanks...


My plans after exam...
Sunday, May 17, 2009

Well there's still another week till exam ends but I have plans. Lol...

1 - The most important thing is our sketch practices
2 - My video training(but I would have to choose between national level or this)
3 - Go over to Grace hse to watch some movies
4 - PFS concert with friends
5 - Farenheit concert??? (Don't feel like going anymore)
6 - Get out with Grace and Muha? (Not confirmed)
7 - Text till my thumbs fall off. Lol...
8 - Appreciate my parents by giving them gifts
9 - MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!
10- Hmm...still thinking.


More updates...

These are some of the pictures I got from Grace. She aint giving me more. Lol...


This was after we acted. my goodness...we waited bout 3 hours for our results k so yeah imagine how restless we were. Teacher took this pic for us.


Ok....Chan is obviously the photographer. I was really tired that time but my team members would not let me lie down to sleep! Lol...


Me, Ai Wen, Grace and Chantri...Can you see me? Lol...too dark d.
Yeah...after 3 hours they announced that we were CHAMPIONS!!! Bravo ppl... On the way up the stage I tripped twice. Ai Wen was laughing her head off at me. Evil...at least help.


Us!!! This is not the complete team. Some of our team members were wearing shorts therefore they were not allowed on stage...


OUR PRECIOUS!!!!! Oh my....I'm still in shock that we won. Lol...


Again???
Friday, May 15, 2009

I'm tired and sick of this. Come on...this has really got to stop. Wat did I do to deserve this? Is this really what you want? That me and her stop talking? I'm stressed out enough. Pls...stop it. I know you want everything to go back the way it was last time but it's impossible k. I already got to know her. Leave it....

To you...yes you...you know who you are. Giving ppl encouragement and support will not kill you. You'll lose more friends if you keep discouraging ppl and making them feel damn useless. I'm holding on to our friendship cos I don't want you to backstab me again but if you continue doing this I'm gonna let it go. And I tried talking to you but you make it so hard. Sometimes I just wanna give up.

AND YOU!!!! Goodness...I'm trying not to punch you in the face. I'm sick of listening to you blabber non stop like you know everything! Get a life la. it was a mistake getting to know you. I totally regret it. You used me for your benefit. Wow...I was that stupid huh. So this is how "IMPORTANT" our friendship is to you? Lol...look who's laughing now. Yeah step on me more,pull me down more,stab me more... I'm stressed enough cos of the sketch and all,you do not have to add to the prob k. Argh!

Anyways,to the ppl involved in the sketch. Bravo! You guys did a great job. To Ching Wen, Esther and Sher Yen, thank you guys so much for helping us out a day before the competition and for being there the next morning to help us with the props. From the bottom of my heart,I really appreciate everything.


What...disturbance?!

Lol...that was a line from our script. Anyway we left for Seberang Prai at 7.15 a.m yesterday. After boarding everything into the bus we realised that the bandages were not in the bus yet. So me and Grace ran like there was no tomorrow to the hall to find that it was locked. Great...so we ran to the office,grabbed the key,ran all the way back to the hall to get the stupid roll of bandage. Then off we went. We were still doing last minute stuff like cutting the scripts, putting make up and so on. Ai Wen as usual was sleeping. Lol...

When we arrived,ppl were staring at us cos of our props. I have a feeling we were going to win but I didn't dare to keep my hopes too high. We then group up and prayed. Lol... Then it started. Muha had to draw lots and she picked num 2 so yeah we were the second school to perform. Nervous but what can we do? During the acting, Ai Wen forgot her lines and I had to help her. Lol..cute. Muha did her face to me on stage...I nearly fainted. And when I was talking to Muha,the props ppl were screaming back stage. LOL...all in all we had fun.

Then teacher came to us after we acted and told us we got disqualified. WHAT!!!??? No way man. So I walked out and said to God, "You didn't bring us all the way here to get disqualified did you? So God,pls do something. We need you now". Then I went back into the hall and sat down. Nobody was happy at all. To cut the super long story short....WE WON!!!!!!!!!!! On the way up the stage I tripped twice. Goodness...so malu k. Haha...so national levels...here we come!!! K k I got to go to school d. Bye!


2 DAYS TO COMPETITION.....!!!!!!
Tuesday, May 12, 2009



Hardworking ppl...
Monday, May 11, 2009

Wen to Yinn's hse to do props. We did a great job eh? Lol...yeah we did. Anyway Grace and I arrived at bout 2. Yinn was there to take us up to her place. So yeah. I was damn tired and my body wan't helping. Lol...so yeah


That's me trying to plan how the stage will look like


That's Grace with the stupid brush. i got glue all over me from that thing.


Chantri...wait isn't she suppose to be working?!


Our hard work.


Yeah thats Grace putting on make up. Yinn and I were so fascinated. Lol...

All in all I had a great time there. Thank goodness we didn't go Northam. Went to Q.bay. Haiz...well 3 more days to the competition!


Hate you...

Don't you hate it when ppl control what you do and say or whatever? I mean the kind of ppl that control who you make friends with and if they do not like your new found friend, they expect you to drop your friend. Don't they know how hurtful it is? I wonder how they'll feel if they were in my new friends position. Maybe they should go through it once to realise how hurtful it is. I can't stnad it anymore. How many years have I shut up and lost so many of my friends?

When things don't go your way,you let go everything on me. What am I? you say I don't tell you things but do you listen? I guess you don't cos I've been trying to tell you my probs but you'll just act like you don't care. So why bother anymore. You treat others different from the way you treat me. You think this is fair? You're always mad at me and I have to try my best to make you happy again. Wat am I to you? If you are reading this maybe you should think back and ask yourself whether you have treated me the way I treat you.

Now that I've found a new friend,you want me to drop her too? I almost did....ALMOST. I know you're not gonna give up till this thing goes your way. But if you were to ask me to choose between our friendship or my friendship with my new friend. I'll pick the second one. Talking to you is useless now. You won't get what I'm trying to say and you'll just get mad. I'm tired of this. Stop firing me with your hurtful words ok. It's not funny....



Happy birthday sayang!!!
Sunday, May 10, 2009

This post is dedicated to my sayang of 11 years. Happy birthday girl! Wow...16 d huh. Lol...well I'm glad I'm able to celebrate yet another year with you. Time pass so fast man. It seems like it was just yesterday we were running around playing ice man and now we're all 16 and all grown up. Lol... Well I would like to take this time to wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Ok...I dunno wat I'm saying. Uh...have a great day alright.


Lol...ok she's gonna kill me for uploading this but I do not have any other pics of her. Swee Yinn is the one between Graace and Muha.


There she is drinking....

DO NOT KILL ME ALRIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!


Chill....

OH GOD!!! The sketch competition is in 4 DAYS TIME!!! Thinking bout it makes me really really nervous. I mean I don't work well with ppl staring at me. Just last Friday,Pn.Yon came to observe how we act, I forgot 3 lines ok!!! That's a lot of information lost. Oh my gosh... Reuben is telling me not to be too stressed out but hello it's state level. I'm going to Yinn's house with Grace today. Hopefully we can really finish up things.

I wonder if the cast have finished memorising their script. Hmm.... Anyway,prayer will do the work right? Lol...Muha told me she prays bout this thing everyday. Aww... Anyway something really weird happened to me yesterday. I have this guy friend. I've known him for a few years. Younger than me...and guess wat? He told me he liked me. I felt so weird and I look to Reuben for help but all he did was LAUGH! Silly boy... I have no idea wat to do. Lol...

Anyway,I have got to go to church now. Goodbye.


I wish...
Saturday, May 9, 2009

I wish I have met you earlier. We just met and I really feel like I can tell you bout anything in the world knowing that you will not break the trust I have in you. Thanks for always being there till late to accompany me and to comfort me. You can be quite lame sometimes but I guess that's what makes you funny. Lol...

Well this post is dedicated to you my friend. When the storms came, you were there to save me from drowning,when thunders roar, you were there to tell me it's ok and that you're always there, when ppl reject me you were there to accept me, when ppl step on me you were there to pull me up to my feet and help me stand. you've gained respect and trust from me. Thank you!

I'm gonna be there for you whenever you need me. In whatever problems, remember that I'm always there for you to support and you're never gonna walk through any prob alone. I love you so much!!!


AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

I'm really,really stressed out. There's so many things in my mind. Grace is right,I shouldn't be thinking bout it but I can't stop myself. Exams is next week...MID TERM K! And a day before exam is our sketch competition thing. Oh god... Our script is not done,props aint ready and we all have to juggle between practices and studies. Oh god pls help us.

Enough of me complaining. I wanna appreciate everyone who's in this sketch thing with me. First of all, Muha. i know it isn't easy for you to lead a tem with all these crazy ppl in it but thank you for tolerating with us. I had fun staying back with you to help out with the scripts and props. I promise we'll do our best and if we win,you'll be the first I'll hug.

To Amber. So sorry if I've done anything to hurt you during practices but do understand that we're all stressed out. Ai Wen,my god I love you so much! Thank you for your hugs when I feel down and for making me laugh when I'm too stressed. You have made a difference in my life. To Swee Yinn...you egoistic person. Lol...thanks for your ideas that really helped. To Shobaa. Stop arguing with Grace , Ai Wen and Swee Yinn. You do not know who you're messing with. Lol...anyway just tolerate them la. If you're just jokingly arguing with them then fine but dont la argue till so serious. Noisy le...

Maithilli..(sorry,don't know how to spell). Thanks for being such a lame nurse. You are damn blur. Lol...you're better than I thought. I'm glad I got to know you better. To Audrey,you're cute! Thanks for ideas on how to act and you really have to stop dancing on stage. Lol... CHANTRI!!! My god. You are 1 of the nicest ppl i've ever met. You make me laugh and you lend me a shoulder to cry on when I'm sad. thanks for all those things you told me to cheer me up. I LOVE YOU!

Grace....hmm....wat can I say? You are not that bad as I thought you'll be. In fact,you're friendlier than I thought. Lol...well you have worked hard and that is obvious. Thanks for being stern to us when we play a fool but chill la... you guys are doing a great job so don't get too stressed out k. (Look who's talking...) Lol...

Anyway,after this sketch thing is over,I'm really gonna miss having practices with you guys. You're all in different classes and so we do not talk much but this sketch thing has brought us a little closer. I'm glad I'm in this together with the rest of you... Love all you guys.


Pics...
Wednesday, May 6, 2009

This pics are not in order so do forgive me. Lazy to arrange it. Lol...there are more pictures but maybe next time. Lol... For now,just enjoy.


Preparing them for our first song




Me helping the kids...


Ben and Andrew...


My daddy observing...





Games time...


Having fun...


Wilson???


The team


Reuebn and Wilson with the kids in the church


Me and Felicia in the kitchen. It's scary!!!


Unloading the stuff to be put in the church.


And unloading...


Still unloading.


The children who were waiting for us


We're excited!!!


WE ARRIVED!!!


The guys...Joshua's new in the van...


Michael,Joshua and Reuben


From left: Joshua, Ben,Audrey and Justin



Us...


Issac and his lunch


My dad...


The Penang bridge


I'm so sorry ben...totally blocked you out. Lol


The guys in my van. they are really LOUD...


the stupid rubix cube. So annoying... That's Michael and my bro.


Almost leaving...


Wilson drove the NAZA.


Trying to act emo with my sis. (Not working)


Guys...


The girls
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Reuben was happily playing the piano for us.


Us packing all the things into the van




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