I know it's kinda late but as you all know,Carin left last Saturday. I arrived at the airport at around 6.15 p.m and we rushed to meet up with her. She gave everyone a hug. I tried not to cry. Tahaning...haha...(I needed to see Reuben cry first). Anyway,we talked,took pictures and joked around. At around 8,it was time for us to leave cos we wanted to give them some time to spend with their family. It was so sad k. When I hugged her,I couldn't control the tears coming down. Haiz... She hugged Reuben and Jordan too. Later on we said our goodbyes and I left... Sob sob...

While walking back to the van,all of us tried our best not to let go too much yet. I was biting my lips. But when we got in the van and started to leave the airport all of us cried. I can't believe it!!! So anyway,we cried all the to church... Wehn we step into church,it was worse. After service,she would normally be with us to play and joke but that sat was different...really different. So we went to supper. Me,Reuben and Jordan sat together but we were not joking or laughing.

Reuben and I missed how Carin would stop us from fighting and how she would always order her
chrysanthemum in hokkien. Haiz... Reuben couldn't sit with us and moved to another table.. I guess he misses her too much. That night,the 3 of us couldn't sleep. Reuben told me he misses her so do I. Carin,pls come back fast....... We are already missing you....

♥ Sarah