My body is starting to give up on me. All the practices and acting is making me really stress out and tired. I'm really scared that I'll be sick on the day of the performance. Lol...eventhough practices are tiring and super long but I'm having fun. Haha... Well,gtg now.

♥ Sarah

I was thinking bout our lives... I read Revelations which was the last book in the bible. It talked bout the second coming of Jesus and what would happen before he comes. It was really scary. The dead will rise up and the ppl will be judged. The beast's will come out and that's when all the suffering begins. If you do not have the mark of the beast,you will not be able to buy anything of sell anything. For the christians,we'll have to make a tough decision on whether we want to have the mark on us. It will be on our forehead or on the hand. So if we do not have the mark,we wont be able to buy anything and soon we'll die cos we can't eat or anything. Haizzz.... I can't stop thinking bout it. Another sign is when nations start to have war with other nations and terrible things begin to happen. Ah!!!!!!!!!!! I better stand strong.... God,grant me strength and do not forget me...

♥ Sarah

We had drama practice yesterday. It was from 10 a.m to 4 p.m. So anyway,it was tiring but fun at the same time. So when it ended we said bye to everyone and sat downstairs. I totally forgot my mom asked me to find transport home until my mom called...and the best part was that Reuben was following me. Haha... Well we sat T304 all the way from church to BJ complex but we didn't get off. Lol...then we stopped at Q.bay. When the bus stopped,Reuben suddenly left with his sister,so I was alone in the bus. Goodness...I freaked out. I've never been so alone before. Scary man... Sadly I got lost when the bus stopped at it's last destination and I had to find another bus to go home. So I went off the bus and started walking. Sher called me and tried to help me...but then I saw another Rapid bus in front so I ran into the bus. Haiz...today I'm really unlucky. I found the bus but I did not have small change. Thank god another man paid for my fees. Lol...then I went home d... YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

♥ Sarah

I'm so super heart broken now. Why??? Why do I have to go through this problem so many times? I'm so tired of trying,so tired of being used for,so tired of not being appreciated,so super tired of losing my friends. It isn't funny k...it hurts... Hurts really badly. Oh God...pls help me...

♥ Sarah

I know that it's been quite some time since I've updated this blog. So sorry...will not be able to blog that much cos my sister needs to use the comp to study and I'm always not at home due to practice. Haiz....I've been practising non stop this whole month. I see the same people everyday and it has really strrngthened our friendship. We do loads of crazy things together. Like when we do recording I sing Always be mine not realising that they are recording me,i scream into the mic,keep repeating the sentence "Hi,my name is Sarah Yeoh Shu Fern". Haiz....super crazy. ANyway,I really dunno what to blog about. Let me think first k. Lol....

♥ Sarah

I know it's kinda late but as you all know,Carin left last Saturday. I arrived at the airport at around 6.15 p.m and we rushed to meet up with her. She gave everyone a hug. I tried not to cry. Tahaning...haha...(I needed to see Reuben cry first). Anyway,we talked,took pictures and joked around. At around 8,it was time for us to leave cos we wanted to give them some time to spend with their family. It was so sad k. When I hugged her,I couldn't control the tears coming down. Haiz... She hugged Reuben and Jordan too. Later on we said our goodbyes and I left... Sob sob...

While walking back to the van,all of us tried our best not to let go too much yet. I was biting my lips. But when we got in the van and started to leave the airport all of us cried. I can't believe it!!! So anyway,we cried all the to church... Wehn we step into church,it was worse. After service,she would normally be with us to play and joke but that sat was different...really different. So we went to supper. Me,Reuben and Jordan sat together but we were not joking or laughing.

Reuben and I missed how Carin would stop us from fighting and how she would always order her
chrysanthemum in hokkien. Haiz... Reuben couldn't sit with us and moved to another table.. I guess he misses her too much. That night,the 3 of us couldn't sleep. Reuben told me he misses her so do I. Carin,pls come back fast....... We are already missing you....

♥ Sarah

Well I've got good and bad news... Ahem...the good news is that I'm no longer sick,but the bad news is that I'm still coughing and my best friend for 13 years is leaving today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Argh!!!! It's kinda weird though cos I don't really feel sad. I dunno why. Maybe I'll flood the airport later. Haizzz....I dunno how I'm gonna eat supper without her tonight...it's gonna be so quiet and empty without her..... Really empty..........

♥ Sarah

Yesterday night when I was watching tv,I suddenly started coughing non stop. It was kinda weird cos I suddenly got it. Anyway I thought it was ntg and ignored it. At about 12.30 a.m when I was going to sleep my whole body ached and I'm like what is wrong with me today? I woke up at 2.53 a.m cos I was freezing cold and I couldn't sleep. I started coughing badly. I needed water but I was too weak to get up and go get a glass of water so I just laid there. When I touch my neck....my goodness,it was really hot. Aww man!!! I'm sick. Haiz...so at about 5.13 a.m,I woke up again cos of the cough and the flu. I then msged Theresa and told her I was sick and all. She gave me strict orders to go back to bed and sleep,no drinking COLD WATER,and rest more. So I just followed whatever she said. When I woke up this morning,my head was spinning and I had to ask my bro to get me a glass of water. Then I got up and sat on the sofa. It was so cold. When my brother touched my neck,he said it was hot like lava. Lame...lol... Well that's all...haiz...later I still have drama practice.

♥ Sarah

See the 2 ppl in front. Look at how they sit.

Theresa

Sher, Mel

Spot Melissa behind.... haha!!

Well, the nature guide kept picking on Shobaa as she was the only indian in our group.... he kept asking her " What is this in tamil... What is that in tamil.... Indians use this right?? *bla bla bla*" All of us were laughing at Shobaa.... =D And, so... we continued walking... Seeing many types of spices and plants, smelling them *sniff sniff*....

The Scenery......

Steps

Scary trees....

Sher and Mel

A broken and scary rooftop...

So after walking for quite some time,we finally arrived at the place where we could buy food. Thank god! We were starving,but when we saw the price,suddenly our stomach stop making noises. The food there was super expensive. A RM 1 ice cream costs RM 3 there. I mean what's so different? it's not like when we eat the ice cream we'll get super powers. Ish...so we just took out food we brought from home. Only Shobaa and Florence bought ice creams and they had to lick it in front of us... Haiz...temptations.

Me and Theresa in front of the cafe.

So after all the eating,laughing adn talking,Mel and Sher needed to go to the toilet again and they left me and Theresa taking care of their bags. Hmmm...later on we went to explore the place. Mel,Sher,Florence and Shobaa went to sit on the giant swing but me and Theresa went another way to the hammock. Sadly Mel deleted the pics. Blame her if you guys can't see me sit on it. Lol.... Soon it was time to head back home... AIR COND!!! I NEED AIRCOND!!! When we reached the entrance of the place,Florence said "Oh I can feel the air cond from the bus"and everyone turned to look at her. Haha... Soon we were in the bus again.








During our journey back to school, everyone was tired.... Many people took a nap in the bus.... And, soon.... We were back in school... We were given 15 minutes for refreshments... Sarah, Mel, Sher and Resa bought an ice cream each... Sarah teased Mel's ice cream... We had a great laugh in the canteen... After eating our ice creams, we went to the mini hall... In there, we grabbed the chairs and sat in a circle talking.... viewing the pics we took and also taking pics...

My best friend Carin Ooi is leaving in a weeks time. I'm definately not prepared to accept it mentally cos she told me she'll leave next year but suddenly they had a change of plans and she's flying off soon!!! I'm so susper duper sad... Church,supper,outings,sleepovers,youth camp,and shopping would never be the same again. I got no one to share my lame jokes with,no one to laugh with,share my deepest secret with,run to when I'm feeling really down.....AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!